Smitten.

I stared intently out at the rain, wondering if people or shall I say, vampires like Edward and Bella existed. The day before yesterday, I was addicted to Eclipse and believe it or not, I stayed up till 3 in the morning to read it. And.I woke up at 8. That night was probably the worst night because I did not get enough sleep, considering I had slept at such a late hour. But, with constant dreams on Edward and Bella and waking up at least three to four times, thinking about them, it wasn’t considerably the worst night.

I started on Breaking Dawn yesterday. I slept at 12 and prayed for a dreamless night. Thankfully, I woke up at 10. I was going to fall sick if I kept staying up all night like this. Still, I hoped that the books will never end.

I still remembered the times when I was smitten with Princess Hours. That was months ago. Now, I need the whole Twilight series as if my life depended on them. It sounds partially silly but believe me, it’s true.

I want to be Bella even if it was for just one second. It was too greedy even for a thought, actually since Bella belongs to Edward. And, it was a fact we all have to accept.

My obsessions.

The massive obsession.

I can't seem to understand what was all the fuss about Twilight nowadays. Actually, the fuss is only about Edward Cullen, the hot vampire, I supposed. Till this day, I had been an anti-Twilight person. That's because I thought it was boring and vampires don't even exist. And, if I happen to know that the guy I was in love with was a vampire, I would definitely be distancing myself from him. I must be out of my mind to be in a relationship with him for fear that I will be dead any second.

But, it was a surprise today as I read the first few pages of Twilight and began to like it. It's not because of Edward, though. I have not read till that part yet. Blame me for reading every single line of the book .

Maybe this little girl might end up being a part of Twilight's legion of fans. Oh god.

But of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil,
thou shalt not eat of it:
for in the day that thou eatest thereof
thou shalt surely die.

Recognize the line above, Twilighters? It's from the book, if you don't.

Next.

Gossip Girl. I can't wait for the next episode tomorrow. It's starting to get exciting and the producers had to made the next episode the last of the season. Will it be C & B,  S & D and N & J ?

At least, I will pray hard that it will end that way.

Till tomorrow,  goodbye. 

Addiction.

I really am addicted to you. Oh god, it's overpowering me.

It's just that you are really ____. I can't find a suitable word for you right now.

You. I just can't believe you did that.

It's unexplainable.

You took me over. I implore you to stop.

Maybe it is really you.

Maybe. You.

I love you. 

Dramatic?

It was just a song i was addicted to. =)

I was begging you please don't go and I said,
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

- Love story by taylor swift -